Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
"But Christianity must be the one true religion, Underhill counters, else how had so much of the world been so persuaded by the teachings of a few fishermen, so quickly? 'If you argue from the astonishing spread of your faith,' the mullah answers, remember that 'Mahomet was an illiterate camel driver,' born nearly six centuries after Christ, and yet his faith had spread through Arabia, Asia, and Africa and a great part of Europe: 'In a word, view the world.' ”
Whatever one believes about faith and its meaning, or religion and its value or lack thereof, I think this exchange brings up a crucial idea that has been highlighted lately in the media.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
"I couldn't articulate it then, but I was writing my way out of a former North Dakota, the seven-year span with my parents, into the space I would occupy as a young man.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
I can't help wondering if our spoiled, sheltered existence is going to come back and bite us in the rear. It's already starting to ecologically...and I don't think we can be dismissive about the number of geopolitical tinder boxes dotting the globe (Iran, Pakistan, Tibet, Kosovo, North Korea...)
Anesthesiologists are obsessed with making preparations for contingencies. But how can I prepare my children for THIS mess? Did our parents worry about the Cold War like this? Are these just the same thoughts every generation of parents has?
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
When I inject the anesthetic into someone's vein my job is just beginning.
It actually begins even before I meet a patient, when I go over the chart and history to be sure I have the information I need to keep someone safe.
If I feel reasonably good about bringing patient this far:
Then I can usually be reasonably confident that I can get the patient through this:
But even with every known precaution taken, sometimes the trouble starts here, in the recovery room, or PACU (post-anesthesia care unit):
Recently I arrived at work at about midday for an overnight shift and was paged by one of the PACU nurses because of a patient with low blood pressure. I made some preliminary recommendations and said I would be over to see the patient shortly. As I was wrapping up what I was doing there was another page. Things had taken a turn for the worse just minutes later. The patient's blood pressure was alarmingly low, his heart rate unusually high, and he was reporting chest tightness.
I ran to the PACU, examined the patient, scribbled through a quick calculation for the rate of infusion of a drug, and ordered the pressor - a medication to boost and sustain his blood pressure - to give me time to assess all the variables and figure out what the heck was going on. What was this - dehydration, a heart attack, acute heart failure, or something else? I asked questions about his cardiac history, looked at old cardiac tests, ordered a few others. He told me he was feeling a little short of breath. His oxygen saturation was dropping. Without supplemental oxygen, in fact, it plummeted to alarmingly low levels, yet his lungs sounded clear. Even on the pressor, his next blood pressure was abysmal. I took the nurse aside.
"This is a P.E. [pulmonary embolism]. Looks like one, feels like one. We gotta call the hospitalist, get a scan, send him to the ICU..."
"I think they don't have room..."
"They're gonna have to MAKE room."
There was a flurry of activity as the appropriate people were called and arrangements for transport were made. Some time in the midst of all this I clasped the patient's hand to explain what was happening. He clasped my hand back, tightly. After explaining my line of thinking, what I was concerned about, and why we were taking the measures we were taking, I told him we would get him through this. The hospitalist arrived and eventually took over his care, and brought him to the ICU.
I visited him and his family in the ICU the next day after my overnight shift was officially over. He was on a heparin drip (for pulmonary embolism) and doing better, with a normal blood pressure and improved oxygen saturation on minimal supplemetal oxygen. I stayed with the family for 20 minutes or so, to answer questions and just talk.
No one should ever say that anesthesiologists don't spend time, important time, with their patients. In behind-the-scenes, "restricted" areas like the PACU and the O.R., often during moments unseen or unimagined by family members who are stuck waiting outside, we do, and that time does matter to us.